mY f@ilure

dis is one of my art works...is da 1 dat i like da most...basically...i didnt attend any art class(none of my frens believe dat) but it's true...when I was a little gal ( around 3 years old)....i drew a flag using water color...i showed it to my mom...n she refused to believe dat i drew it, the flag...i still remember how sad i was...I'm not one of the gifted or talented person in art because i failed many times...when i was standard 4, it was da 1rst time i joined the public contest(my buddha)...I didnt even get into consolation price catogori...i was very dissappointed...then i participated another public contest during mooncake festival...again, i was not even close to the consolation prize...till now...it drew me back to join any public contests...in school...utmost...i only managed to get the 3rd placed( school's drawing contest, which is compulsory)...it really killed off my confidence...n i 'ved gone through dis all by myself...i gained back a little confidence when I moved to ipoh~form3~---I think it was by luck dat I gain a certificate stating dat i had the highest mark for pendidikan seni at the end of the year...but now,it is no longer important...